to: someone I can never hold again

I really love you so much!!! I could never known the reason why, but I know in myself that I really want to love you, because I am happy to love you!! Sorry for being too insensitive sometimes just to show my feelings for you, I just can't stand myself to love you!! I know to myself that I can never find another you in my life and I also know that I will never be that happy again to someone else!!! My life now is full of regret because of the times that I let you left me all alone . Do you know, that I wish to GOD that your heart will come back again to me? I am really hoping that you could love me again just like before because I really love you so much!!! I promise to myself that I will never let this feeling to be gone because I know that it can make my dreams fall out and I will loose myself again!!! But I know that you are in so much happiness not having me around and I also know that I should accept it even if it will bring me so much pain!!! I just wish, that you will find real happiness now, before you decide to forget me at all!! I just wanted to say thank you for all those memories that you let me shared with you!!! I just want you to remember, that I will always be here to love you even if the one you love now desserted you!!! I Love You so Much!!!